I want a lot of things in life. It's perfectly normal to dream. Dreams make us..... My cousin has been constantly asking me to get him clothes for "fancy day" for the past two months... The reason as to why I didn't really put much thought into it was because I didn't know what that was until today.. I caught him jogging after school  and on asking him why the sudden interest he said "si,kesho ni fancy day." Then it hit me,I was supposed to get him clothes for that.. Don't blame me ,we didn't have any of those fancy things in my primary school. In fact the closest we ever got to anything fancy was eating mangoes during mango season.. So yes,once again I have let someone else down but to make it up to him I promised to iron his clothes for him... I went to a boarding school that would expel you if they ever caught you with a single 50 cent coin( they were valuable back then)..  Our teachers had devoted their lives into caning us thoroughly... You'd be beaten right at the classroom door, for being a minute late for the 5am preps,that was the life then... Visiting days were the bomb.com and the constipation that followed the next day was the worst, I'm even surprised that we survived..

I want a British accent, yes I know I'm silly but I really do. Not the deep one of course just something light with a little aight and mate vocabulary in there.I don't want to fake it so I'll have to stay in the UK for a while (these are just dreams).
I want to spend my Sunday morning hours in church,I really do.. I want to wear cardigans to church, wear no make-up probably throw in a little mascara and colorless lip gloss in there. I want to host brunch for my friends, feed them till they can't move from their seats. I want to get my own place and play around with neutral colors for the interior decor.I want to own a Mercedes G63 (my friend, Kinyua said they're called Gwagons),there's something about short girls in huge cars. I want to be a bachelorette for a while. I want to enjoy being single so that when I finally decide to settle down, I can do it happily and willingly. I want a walk-in closet with all the clothes that I can't  afford at the moment. I want my giving heart to still be there because I've heard that people change when they get rich. I want none of that..I want to know God so that I can remember of humility and kindness but most of all I NEED happiness. If having all of these means that I don't get to be happy then I don't want it. I want my relationship with my extended and immediate family to be better. I want to understand my sister and love her no matter what. I want to give back to the society and make my loving mother happy and proud. I want to have loyal friends because when you're older you don't really have time for drama!!! I want to get married to a gentleman that will love our kids more than anything in the world. I want us to go out for dinner once in a while as we laugh about the silly things we used to do before our kids came along. I want us to fight but never in front of our kids,because that's just wrong. I want to get along with the in-laws. We don't need to be besties or anything , a good relationship with them is all I need.
But like I said all I NEED is happiness not just for me but for us all !!!